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May
brooks and trees and singing hills join in the chorus too
And
every gentle wind that blows send happiness to you
Januari
10
already...
Time
really
flies but I wrote this so often....
I
hope this
year I create more.... start writing again and being more creative...
Soon
more
cause right now I just stare at the screen and there is no typing.
take
care
Regina
Februari
8
Yesterday
while
I was working (am a cabbdriver, bring people away in a sharecab for a
cheep
price...) and while I was talking to one old lady the other on the
front seat
was talking to me also and the subject was so unclear and so
unlogical... In
fact it was pure nonsence and I have that often. A lot of people are
talking and
no-one listening cause they have their own things. People are so busy
with
themselfs and their lives and have so easily critics on other people
while they
make the same mistakes. Often I dont say much just say yes or mm. That
is the
best thing cause that is what they want from you.
And
what are
you thinking? Are they real thoughts?
Our
lives are
so full of stress and timelimits and fears and the little stupid things
that we
forget to live. I do too. The ones I am in Mother Nature then I feel a
bit of
life in myself! Then I can relax and know I dont have to work on that
moment....
I am
43 years
old now and totally inpacked in life. I must work to pay the bills and
there is
a lot of housekeeping to do also. So my best time goes to there. I
spend a lot
of time behind my computer and as an extra "gift" to myself I walk in
the forest or go out and doing some stuff I like. That is my life.
I
hope when I
am older I look back and can be satisfied...
The
most old
ladies in my cabb are embitterd....
"Thoughts are
free and subject to no rule. On them rests the freedom of man, and they
tower
above the light of nature...create a new heaven, a new firmament, a new
source
of energy from which new arts flow."
Paracelsus
Februari 25
The winter of 2006/2007 brings us a lot
of rain and the next week we have that again. Our grassfield is very
wet and
still you can feel the spring is coming.
Lately I was painting the bedroom and
having a heavy cold but the next week you will find me more behind my
computer
and I want to walk a long time in my beloved forest near Zeddam!
Februari
27
For
more than
a week I promise myself but today I did it. A walk on another side of
the forest!
The
whole day
it was raining but I walked there and all those memories.....
How
I feel (from
sad to happy) when I walked there and about my dog Sheena (German
Shepperd) I
had for years. We walked so many times there. At least once a day I
took a
walk...
What
a dog
Sheena was!
I
remember
all my other animals so well and today I really miss them.
All
the
sticks I thrown... Sometimes I took coffee and bread and stay for hours
there!
It was in this area I got the inspiration for my book about Sheira.
A
lot of
trees where fallen. Some pieces there where almost fallen trees.... A
beautiful
beech near this photo didnt made it either... And this is such a
magical place
in the forest. I love to being there...
A
language
instructor was explaining to her class that in French, nouns, unlike
their
English counterparts, are grammatically designated as masculine or
feminine.
"House,"
in French, is feminine = "la maison."
"Pencil,"
in French, is masculine = "le crayon."
One
puzzled
student asked, "What gender is 'computer'?"
The
teacher did
not know, and the word wasn't in her French dictionary. So for fun she
split the
class into two groups, appropriately enough by gender, and asked them
to decide
whether "computer" should be a masculine or feminine noun.
Both
groups were
required to give four reasons for their recommendation.
The
men's group
decided that computers should definitely be of the feminine gender ("la
computer"), because:
No one
but their
creator understands their internal logic;
The
native
language they use to communicate with other computers is
incomprehensible to
everyone else;
Even
the
smallest mistakes are stored in long-term memory for possible later
retrieval;
and
As
soon as you
make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending half your paycheck
on
accessories for it.
The
women's
group, however, concluded that computers should be masculine ("le
computer"), because:
In
order to get
their attention, you have to turn them on;
They
have a lot
of data but they are still clueless;
They
are
supposed to help you solve problems, but half the time they ARE the
problem; and
As
soon as you
commit to one, you realize that if you'd waited a little longer, you
could have
gotten a better model.
(Sociologically,
this seems like a good example of a pervasive technology serving as a
mirror to
spoof cultural attitudes.)
Author
Unknown
March
28
We
have
now beautiful days. I worked a bit in the garden and enjoy the early
spring
flowers that are there. Green is coming alive and its great to see that.
This
photo
I took a week ago from a beautiful tree. You can see the sky is still
gray but
the tree starts flowering.
I
am
really tired lately. The work, not enough sleep and the start of
summertime
makes me feel that way.
Dear Technical Support,
18 months ago, I upgraded to Girlfriend 1.0 from DrinkingMates 4.2,
which I had used for years without trouble. However, theer are
apparently conflicts between these two products and the only solution
was to try and run Girlfriend 1.0 with the sound turned off.
To make matters worse, Girlfriend 1.0 is incompatible with several
other applications, such as LadsNightOut 3.1, Football 4.5 and Playboy
6.9.
Successive versions of Girlfriend proved no better.
I tried a shareware program, Slapper 2.1, but it had many bugs and left
a virus in my system, forcing me to shut down completely for several
weeks. Eventually, I tried to run Girlfriend 1.0 and Girlfriend 1.2 at
the same time, only to discover that when these two systems detected
each other they caused severe damage to my hardware.
I eventually upgraded to Fiance 1.0, only to discover that this product
soon had to be further upgraded to Wife1.0. While Wife 1.0 tends to use
up all my available resources, it does come bundled with
EmotionalContent v55 and Cleanhouse2007.
Shortly after this upgrade, hoever, I found that Wife 1.0 could be very
unstable and costly to run. Any mistakes I made were automatically
stored in Wife 1.0's memory and could not be deleted. They then
resurfaced months later when I had forgotten about them. Wife 1.0 also
has an automatic Diary, Explorer and E-mail filter, and can, without
warning launch, Turbo-Strop and Multi-Whinge. These latter products
have NO Help files, and I have to try and guess what the problem is.
Additional problems are that Wife 1.0 needs updating regularly,
requiring ShoeShop Browserfor new attachments and Hairstyle Express
which needs to be reinstalled every other week. Also, when Wife 1.0
attaches itself to my Volvo C70 Convertible hard drive, it often
crashes.
Wife 1.0 also comes with an irritating pop-up called MotherinLaw, which
can't be turned off.
Recetly I've been tempted to install Mistress 2007, but there could be
problems. A friend of mine has alerted me to the fact that if Wife 1.0
detects Mistress 2007, it tends to delete all of your money before
uninstalling itself.
Advice please
Yours Sincerely
April 17
Today marks the day that I
close
the Sisters of the Moon chapter. When I look through the guestbook I'll
find it
pity. But the reason is the mailtrouble I have and they didnt get any
from me (but
still I did my tasks) so they deleted me.
After exotic days the weather
cooled off and the days continue. I want to do so much and today I made
a start
of it. When I can I read the english books of Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
Cool!
April
27th
What
shall
I now write? About how beautiful weather we have? How I wish that rain
comes
cause its so dry? About my work? Or animals?
Nah,
today
you may think and let your thoughts float by, today you can stare at
this page
and think what you want to think.......
May
6
An
old
door closed and a new opened.
This
happend all the time
old
doors
are the death of my cat Fleur.
new
door
is maybe another cat but I dont think that often now. First the grieve
and I
need time.
old
door
are leaving a member of Soulsister so suddenly and a new door is I am
now a
leader.
That
part
is so new and I hope it turns out great. But just finished signing
guestbooks (See
my Treesong Homepage about the womans online group SoulSisters.) I
enjoying
sparkle around.
odl
and
new is let some life in an old friendship.
And
often
I play Beautiful Goodbye from AMANDA MARSHALL
Fed up with my destiny
And this place of no return
Think I'll take another day
And slowly watch it burn
It doesn't really matter how the time goes by
Cause I still remember you and I
And that beautiful goodbye
We staggered through these empty streets
Laughing arm in arm
The night had made a mess of me
Your confession kept me warm
And I don't really miss you, I just need to know
Do you ever think of you and I
And that beautiful goodbye
When I see you now
I wonder how
I could've watched you walk away
If I let you down
Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye
In these days of no regrets
I keep mine to myself
And all the things we never said
I can say for someone else
Cause nothing lasts forever, but we always try
And I just can't help but wonder why
We let it pass us by
When I see you now
I wonder how
I could've watched you walk away
If I let you down
Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye
June
18th
The
garden is full of flowers and some plants take over other plants.
Life
goes fast with days of work and computering. I joined several tag
groups and
have now a beautiful collection with my name on it.
Have
much planns and doing a lot but still I have loads of computer work.
lately I
get not much beauty out of psp.
Soon
we
have the longest day here in holland. then the nights grows.
July
10
For
me Abba is
still magic. When there is an Abba song on the radio I smile always.
From the
start this group was magical and they still are. How often I play their
songs.
July
24
Do
you
know the feeling you have to do a lot and yet not much came out of your
hands? I
am in the middle of that now. Plenty idears and a lot to do but not
much
complete ones. Guess I am not grounded enough.
Its
summertime here but so far we get often rainy periods. Wonder how my
vacation
looks like. Have to work for a few weeks. What are you doing in your
vacation
time?
September 10th
Another year older
and
wiser? Ahum.
and
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The summer of 2007
wasnt
that hot. Often 20-25 degrees with enough rain.
Wondering what autumn
would bring. I think a lot of personal changes. On moments like these I
always
want to peek into my future to see where I stand in life, what become
of me.
September
14
With
the song
Beautiful Goodbye in mind (see above) Truus is in my thougths. She was
a cat
that lives mm about 5-6 years with me. I dont know how old she was. She
died
yesterday. September the 13th.
Truus
was my
link to the animals I had. Those are many. Cats and Dogs. She knew them
all.
Truus
was a
chatter. So really streetwise. Beautiful and yet so hard to photograph
her
beauty. Truus loves to eat "exotic" meat. In her younger days she was
the best mousekiller there was.
Truus
was
honest and discreet and always modest and so neat.
Yesterday
she
travelled to the rainbowbridge and I feel so lost without her. Her
place is so
empty and o wat do I mis her...
October
10
Last
week I
collect money for animalswelfare. I do it always and this time I had
much
streets on my list. When I start I must drag myself to do it. I dont
like the
begging. But then some gifts and good wishes from people ( I always get
some
nasty ones too) and looking how they funiture their houses I always
finishing
the job.
With the
winter in
sight Fido, my red cat, likes me very much. He needs me then
and overload
me with hugs and love. In the summertimes he comes only when he needs
food and
then walk away even for a cozy moment. Such a strange cat.
I become
also a
volenteer for wild cat hunt. We captured cats who doesnt have homes and
for the
easy ones we try to find a home. For the hard ones we make sure they
cant get
more cats and I think we let them free cause no one dont want them.
11
November
Another
new cat is here a week already. Her name Santi.
She
is
really different and strange in her kind of way. She is black and that
makes
difficult to get some nice pics. The first one she looks so beautiful
and when I
take the photograph she turned her head. You will see her picture when
I can
make a photo.
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