Beautiful flowers on the
table. All kinds of fruit in fruitscale.
Different kind of meat between big candles
and all the loved ones are there. Elisia
looks so happy. On the background there is
music and everyone is smiling and laughing.
Elisia smiles so happy. It is perfect.
Glasses of red wine and bread makes it so
complete. Cahira is telling a story and
everyone listen to his smiling face. Anthea
shows some magic sparkles. Elisia wink at
her cause she is the one who teach Anthea
that. Mayra purred at the end of the table
and Gar stares at a candle. Sundara is
singing so happily. Amarant is flying from
flower to flower.
A very sweet young girl is
sitting next to her. Elisia looks at her.
With a star in her eyes the young girl
points to the meat. Her words: "the meat is
wrong" Elisia laughs and say; "dont be
kidding." She looks down and her laugh freeze
on her face. Many maggots are moving on the
meatplate. A shriek makes her look up and
suddenly she can't breath.
It was just a place for fun and joy and now
there is nothing. No friends. No Cahira. No
table. Elisia is in a very narrow and small
chamber with no doors and windows. Only
walls. She is alone. The music isnt there
and no chair either. Elisia circles and she
is alone. Captured in walls with no chance
to escape...
She looks around and there is a mirror in
front of her. It shows herself, so scared
and so alone and so, so very small. Then it
disappears and she sees a young girl, no
more then 5 years old. She smiles and feels
inside a feeling of luck. Suddenly Elisia
screams and back away. The girl dies with a
smile on her face in flames. She runs to the
mirror and tries to do something, to save
the girl but only the cold touch of the
glass she feels. But when she looks at her
hands it is so heavy burned and yet she
doesnt feel the pain.
In totally shock Elisia crumbles in front of
the mirror and inside her a big and black
hole opens and it is if she fell and fell
and fell in it.
She knows now...
She knows the luck to have a child. A little
girl who was her whole world. She knows now
(and that is hitting her like lightning)
how she screams full of rage and black magic
and a terrible loss that is way too big and that
is feeding on her heart or what remains of
it and she kills everyone who is in her
reach and that is a lot.
With big eyes that dont see anything she
lies on the ground, gasping of breath and
feels that big black hole that grows and
grows and kills her.....
Totally broken and lost she stare in
nothingness.
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She took lives as if it was nothing. She
lost her daughter and she kills everyone
after her loss.
After that Gar found her and took her in the
church and she thought she did good but
still she remains a killer. She was trapped
in the church and now she realize it was not
the clock who is the church but Gar...
That takes her breath away.. Gar..
It could not. Not Gar. Gar is a gargoyle.
But it is... Gar!
She had to destroy Gar... but it is too late
now. Now she is the one who got destroyed.
Elisia looks at Gar who is suddenly there.
His body of stone is indestructible.
And she is breaking apart. She close her
eyes and suddenly Amarant is there. This
lovely little fairy is looking sadly to her.
"What are you doing here?" Elisia ask -or
does she only think about it? The next
moment Amarant i gone. Why a fairy here in
the church? Amarant should flutter outside.
Not in the church. She seems captured.
"I shall tell you" the little fairy looks at
her with aversion in its pretty face. "You
make sure I am here. Once upon a time I
belonged but I was curious to you and it was
you who captured me and brought me into the
church. Now I am a prisoner in this stone
world."
"Sorry" Totally numb is Elisia now. She cant
remember it. "Sorry, I didnt know..."
She cant stand the look of Amarant. "But why
are you not going back to your place?"
"That dont exist anymore. You killed every
fairy." Did she? She dont know. When she
looks up she is alone and darkness appears
from every corner of her prison and within a
few minutes she cant see anything, feel only
the cold stone everywhere.
Cahira leave the world without looking back.
The cold of the wild world is hitting him
hard but he welcomes it so he can't feel the
pain in his heart. Without a sound he moves
away from the border into the dark and when
only a pale moon stands far on the horizon
he walks slowly and on a mountaintop he
stare at the world. Different kinds of grey
and blue hides the wild lands. Some trees on
the horizon has the silhouet of a grave.
Cahira stand still and he tries not to think,
not to feel. Elisia is lost, propely death
by now, putting in a grave from the church
who posses her magic now and leaving her
stripped, less now than a mummy. But he can
still feel her lips on his. He can still
feel her body melting in his.
Cahira walks on, trying to forget, not to
think about her. A bare path is bringing him
futher into the wild and only when a pale
light shows the first sign of the morning a
whisper only stops him: Cahira.
He turns and leaning on a rock a
representation comes out of the shadow. Even
in the dark it seems a bright aura shines.
Cahira smiles. "Meldiron." His old friend
shakes his hand and soon they are sitting on
a small fire when the sun is coming up.
"She captured your heart" After Cahira told
about the wiccawomen of church Meldiron
looks at his friend who stare without seeing
anything in the flames. "and she broke it."
add Cahira softly.
Meldiron doesnt say nothing. Any words he
speak doesnt make feel Cahira better. The man and the
lightpeople seeing the sun shows the world
more and more that coming from the shadows.
A new day is starting.
With every gone she is put herself in her
grave. Elisia smiles with dark eyes to the
women Elisia that is laying in the grave.
With every shovell full of sand the
laughther shrieks harder and harder and the
weight of the sand gets heavier. Elisia
burries herself. Gasping of air, fighting
for live, somehow it doesn't help her. She
tries to shout for help but every moment
more sand is coming to her and there is no
air left. She dies.
Locked up in her grave Elisia fights
desperate for herself. For living. But all
her attemps are useless. Her death is eating
her alive.
The last thing she remembers is the eyes of
a cat.
Two very small figures standing at the edge
of the circle of black burning candles.
Within only the contour of the church so
vague in the fog...
With sand and water the plate of the clock
is made within the big circle.
A small whirlwind is coming from the point
the old black cat sits. Mayra!
Only her eyes are moving, blinking.
Two very small women are holding hands
chanting "Finem. Terminas. Extumum."
Sometimes they say it softly but sometimes
louder.
The whirlwind is moving faster around Mayra
and soon she is hidden behind dust. It seems
the wind is getting thick and suddenly it is
getting dark and Sundara and Anthea are
holding each other, getting so afraid but
still they chanting
"Finem. Terminas. Extumum." Some
lightning bolls are hitting the centre and
suddenly when the dark is getting darker and
even the girls can't hear the words they are
chanting. Anthea sees the black candles are
no longer burning and she hesitates to light
them again but the whirlwind are getting
faster and faster and spinning around.
Something heavy, something indestructible is
there. They cant see it but they can feel
it. Holding on to each other Anthea and
Sundara still chant their words. The sand
almost blow them away. They feel the burning
sand around them anywhere.....
Suddenly a crack and a big blow and the
girls feels the stone blow away. The sound
is so inmense. Falling on earth they cling
to each other and feel the stone hitting
hard on the ground around them. So scared
they are now. The violence is so inmense. It
is hurting their ears. But the silence that
follow is so still hurting more. It takes
minutes before they dare to watch.
Elisia can't tell anything what happend.
They found her totally in shock and only
with big trouble they get her to the small
bedroom.
